Kes and Dev songs !

[Devlin Tempest]

"Someday"
[This is a song I think fits all of our threads... But Kes and Dev the most.]

How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren't we able, to see the signs that we missed
And try turn the tables
I wish you'd unclench your fists, and unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
But don't think it's too late

Nothing's wrong, just as long as
You know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
We're gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
We're gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when

Well I'd hope that since we're here anyway
That we could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up staying
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror

Nothing's wrong, just as long as
You know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
We're gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
We're gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)

How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren't we able, to see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror

Nothing's wrong, just as long as
You know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
We're gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
We're gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when

[Devlin Tempest]

Lost then Found
Normal is Dev
Italics are Kes
Underline is them together

I'm staring at tears on the pages
Of letters that I never could write
Now I know love isn't painless
but its worth the risk, it's worth the fight
I'm playing it over and over
I wish that I could turn back time, baby
We were wrong, but we could be right

Why do we say things we can't take back
Why do we miss what we never had
Both of us fell to the ground
The love was so lost, it couldn't be found
Why do you tend to forget whose vain
I'm tired of crying out at the sound of your name
Why don't we turn this around, love aint the enemy
Don't you want to be lost then found
Lost then found, lost then found
Love aint the enemy,
we could be lost then found

Empty glasses on tables, echoes fill these rooms
The memories go where we go, there like the suitcase that you never lose
With the good Lords eyes upon me
I swear to make things right
Whatever we lost, I know we can find

Why do we say things we can't take back
Why do we miss what we never had
Both of us fell to the ground
The love was so lost, it couldn't be found
Why do you tend to forget whose vain
I'm tired of crying out at the sound of your name
Why don't we turn this around, love aint the enemy
Don't you want to be lost then found
Lost then found, lost then found

No words can come without
Can't stop the rain, I wish you could take it back
But it's too late, it's too late

Why do we say things we can't take back
Why do we miss what we never had
Both of us fell to the ground
The love was so lost, it couldn't be found
Why do you tend to forget whose vain
I'm tired of crying out at the sound of your name
Why don't we turn this around, love aint the enemy
Don't you want to be lost then found
Lost then found, lost then found
Lost then found, love aint the enemy
We could be lost then found

No words can come without
Can't stop the rain, I wish you could take it back
But it's too late, it's too late

We could be lost then found...

[Russel]

Devlin's Girl
{Russell's feelings right now }

Devlin's been a friend,
yeah I know, he's been a good friend of mine,
But lately something's changed,
It ain't that hard to define,
Devlin's got himself a girl,
And I want to make her mine.

And she's watching him with those eyes,
And she'd loving him with that body, I just know it
And he's holding her in his arms, late late at night,
You know I wish that I had Devlin's girl,
I wish that I had Devlin's girl,
Where can I find a woman like that?

I play along with his charade,
There don't seem to be a reason to change.
But I feel so dirty when they start talking cute,
Want to tell her that I love her
But the point is probably moot.

'Cuz she's watching him with those eyes,
And she'd loving him with that body, I just know it
And he's holding her in his arms, late late at night,
You know I wish that I had Devlin's girl,
I wish that I had Devlin's girl,
Where can I find a woman like that?
Like Devlin's girl.

And I'm looking in the mirror all the time,
Wondering what she don't see in me,
I've been funny, I've been cool with the lines,
Ain't that the way love's supposed to be?

Tell me,
Where can I find a woman like that?
Like Devlin's girl,
You know I wish that I had Devlin's girl,
I know there ain't no other woman like that,
So I'll just have to take Devlin's girl.

[John Mayer]

'Edge of Desire'

Young and full of running,
tell me where is that taking me
just a great figure eight
or a tiny infinity.

Love is really nothing
but a dream that keeps waking me.
For all of my trying
we still end up dying;
how can it be?

Don't say a word; just come over and lie here with me
'cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see.

I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe.
There, I just said it; I'm scared you'll forget about me.

So young and full of running
all the way to the edge of desire.
Steady my breathing, silently screaming
I have to have you now.

Wired and I'm tired;
think I'll sleep in my clothes on the floor.
Or maybe this mattress will spin on its axis
and find me on yours.

Don't say a word;just come over and lie here with me
'cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see.

I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe.
There, I just said it; I'm scared you'll forget about me.

Don't say a word;just come over and lie here with me
'cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see.

I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe.
There, I just said it;I'm scared you'll forget about me.

[Daughtry]

You never said, you never said, you never said
That it would be this hard
Love is meant to be forever, now or never seems to discard
There's gotta be a better way for me to say
What's on my heart without leaving scars?
Can you hear me when I call your name?

And when you fall apart
Am I the reason for your endless sorrow?
There's so much to be said and with a broken heart
You walls can only go down but so low
Can you hear me when I call your name?

Complicated situations are the makings of all that's wrong
And I've been standing in the river of deliverance way too long
There's gotta be a better way for me to say
What's on my heart without leaving scars?
Can you hear me when I call your name?
So, can you hear me when I call your name?

And when you fall apart
Am I the reason for your endless sorrow?
There's so much to be said and with a broken heart
You walls can only go down but so low
Can you hear me when I call your name?

[Supernatural]

I love Daughtry

Lost from the start, I might as well be on the moon
Much colder than I thought even in the month of June
No communication makes you feel so alone
All we need is patience in which I've never really known

But now it's too late, it's taking over me
It feels so supernatural and I'm pulled the other way
It's more than I can take and I'm losing hold of everything
And no matter how I try you know I can't deny
'Cause you feel so supernatural

Every step I've taken has led me here to where you are
But all that I believe in is keeping me from seeing too far
Throwing out the questions, waiting for the right reply
Looking for the answers, tell me will it be tonight?

But now it's too late, it's taking over me
It feels so supernatural and I'm pulled the other way
It's more than I can take and I'm losing hold of everything
When it's more than physical it's kind of hard to see beyond the glow
And no matter how I try you know I can't deny
'Cause you feel so supernatural

Through the atmosphere I'm seeing
Glimpses of the past I'm leaving
Holding on for life as we collide

But now it's too late, it's taking over me
It feels so supernatural and I'm pulled the other way
It's more than I can take and I'm losing hold of everything
When it's more than physical it's kind of hard to see beyond the glow
And no matter how I try you know I can't deny
'Cause you feel so supernatural

[Sorry]

I Love Daughtry

Will you listen to my story?
It'll just be a minute
How can I explain?

What ever happened here
Never meant to hurt you
How could I cause you so much pain?

When I say I'm sorry
Will you believe me?
Listen to my story
Say you wont leave me
When I say I'm sorry
Can you forgive me?
When I say I'll always be there
Will you believe
Will you believe me?

All the words that I come up with
They're like gasoline on flames
There's no excuse
No explaination
Belive me
If I could I'd undo what I did wrong
I'd give away all that I own

When I say I'm sorry
Will you believe me?
Listen to my story
Say you wont leave me
When I say I'm sorry
Can you forgive me?
When I say I'll always be there
Will you believe
Will you believe me?

If I told you
I've been cleaning my soul
And if I promised you
I'll regain control
Will you open your door
And let me in?
Take me for who I am
And not for who I've been?

Who I've been...

When I say I'm sorry
Will you believe me?
Listen to my story
Say you wont leave me
When I say I'm sorry
Can you forgive me?
When I say I'll always be there
Will you believe?

When I say I'm sorry
(When I say I'm sorry)
When I say I'm sorry
(When I say I'm sorry)
When I say I'm sorry
Can you forgive me?
When I say I'll always be there
Will you believe?

[Rach]

I dunno why, but this song just reminds me of Devlin. ;D

"Love Potion Number Nine"
- Neil Diamonds version

I took my troubles down to Madame Ruth
You know that gypsy
With the gold cap tooth
She's got a pad down at 34th and Vine
Sellin' little bottles of Love Potion #9

I told her that I was a flop with chicks
I been this way since 1956
She looked at my palm
And she made a magic sign
She said "Whatcha need is
Love Potion #9"
She bent down and turned around
And gave me a wink
She said I'm gonna mix it up
Right here in the sink
It smelled like turpentine
And looked like India ink
I held my nose
I closed my eyes
And took a drink

I didn't know if it was day or night
I started kissing everything in sight
But when I kissed a cop
Down at 34th and Vine
He broke my little bottle of
Love Potion #9

She bent down and turned around
And gave me a wink
She said I'm gonna mix it up
Right here in the sink
It smelled like turpentine
And looked like India ink
I held my breath
I closed my eyes
And took a drink

I didn't know if it was day or night
I started kissing everything in sight
But when I kissed a cop
Down on 34th and Vine
He broke my little bottle of
Love Potion #9
Love Potion #9
Love Potion #9
Love Potion #9

[Kestrel Savage.]

This song could be applied to all of our threads, but mostly Kes and Dev's.
I think the Bon Iver version is more for Jack and Rae, but the Birdy version is just so... Kes and Dev. It's perfect for when Devlin leaves for Egypt and half of Kestrel wants to move on, but the other half wants to wait for him, and I think the chorus is perfect for when Devlin comes back and finds out that Kestrel's dead. Even though she isn't. But he doesn't know that.

Skinny Love -- Birdy

Come on skinny love just last the year
Pour a little salt we were never here
My my my - my my my - my my my my - my my ...
Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer

I tell my love to wreck it all
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall
My my my - my my my - my my my my - my my ...
Right in the moment this order's tall

I told you to be patient I told you to be fine
I told you to be balanced I told you to be kind
In the morning I'll be with you
But it will be a different kind
I'll be holding all the tickets
And you'll be owning all the fines

Come on skinny love what happened here
Suckle on the hope in lite brassiere
My my my - my my my - my my my - my my ...
Sullen load is full so slow on the split

I told you to be patient I told you to be fine
I told you to be balanced I told you to be kind
Now all your love is wasted then who the hell was I?
Cause now I'm breaking at the britches
And at the end of all your lines

Who will love you? who will fight?
And who will fall, far behind?

Come on skinny love ........
My my my - my my my - my my my - my my

[Ed Sheeran]

For Kes, after Dev leaves and before she meets John, after she has Nate and doesn't know what to do.

The A Team

White lips, pale face
Breathing in snowflakes
Burnt lungs, sour taste
Light's gone, day's end
Struggling to pay rent
Long nights, strange men

And they say
She's in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since 18
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries

And they scream
The worst things in life come free to us
Cos we're just under the upperhand
And go mad for a couple of grams
And she don't want to go outside tonight
And in a pipe she flies to the Motherland
Or sells love to another man
It's too cold outside
For angels to fly
Angels to fly

Ripped gloves, raincoat
Tried to swim and stay afloat
Dry house, wet clothes
Loose change, bank notes
Weary-eyed, dry throat
Call girl, no phone

And they say
She's in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since 18
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries

And they scream
The worst things in life come free to us
Cos we're just under the upperhand
And go mad for a couple of grams
But she don't want to go outside tonight
And in a pipe she flies to the Motherland
Or sells love to another man
It's too cold outside
For angels to fly
Angels to fly
An angel will die
Covered in white
Closed eye
And hoping for a better life
This time, we'll fade out tonight
Straight down the line

And they say
She's in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since 18
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries
They scream
The worst things in life come free to us
And we're all under the upperhand
Go mad for a couple of grams
And we don't want to go outside tonight
And in a pipe we fly to the Motherland
Or sell love to another man
It's too cold
For angels to fly
Angels to fly
To fly, fly
Angels to fly, to fly, to fly
Angels to die

[Rachel Smith]

This song is SOOOOOO perfect for a) when Jack leaves, and its from both his and Raes veiws... b) When Xander dies, from mostly Alysennes POV, and finally c) i think it mostly is for Devlin when he leaves... And how he feels about Kes. Thar we are.

"From Where You Are" Lifehouse

So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
And I miss you, yeah I miss you

So far away from where you are
I'm standing underneath the stars
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they'd mean everything to me
Yeah I miss you
And I wish you were here

I feel the beating of your heart
I see the shadows of your face
Just know that wherever you are
Yeah I miss you
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they'd mean everything to me
Yeah I miss you
And I wish you were here

So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
And I miss you, yeah I miss you
And I wish you were here

[Devlin Tempest]

Shaun V – Not Human

You breath a sigh, you cry a tear,
You smile that smile, I hold you near,
I feel your lips, upon my skin,
A warmth of hope, that lies within,

I tell myself that I’m not human,
I’m not human,
I’ve come to know that I’m not human,
I’m not human without you,
Without you,

You’ve shown me that time,
This time can be stopped,
This moment with you is all I’ve got,
You’ve shown me that pain,
Pain can be lost,
When I’m with you,

I tell myself that I’m not human,
I’m not human,
I’ve come to know that I’m not human,
I’m not human without you,

I want us to run far away,
Find our own place and hide away,
I wanna be lost inside these feelings,
You’re giving me,

I tell myself that I’m not human
I’m not human, I‘ve fallen down,
I’ve come to know that I’m not human,
I’m not human without you,
That I’m not human,
I’m not human without you…

[Rachie]

Florence and the machine - im not calling you a lier

I'm not calling you a liar, just don't lie to me
I'm not calling you a thief, just don't steal from me
I'm not calling you a ghost, just stop haunting me
And I love you so much, I'm gonna let you kill me

There's a ghost in my lungs and it sighs in my sleep
Wraps itself around my tongue as it softly speaks
Then it walks, then it walks with my legs
To fall, to fall, to fall at your feet

There but for the grace of God go I
And when you kiss me, I am happy enough to die

I'm not calling you a liar, just don't lie to me
And I love you so much, I'm gonna let you
I'm not calling you a thief, just don't
And I love you so much, I'm gonna let you
I'm not calling you a ghost, just stop

There's a ghost in my mouth and it talks in my sleep
Wraps itself around my tongue as it softly speaks
Then it walks, then it walks, then it walks with my legs
To fall, to fall, to fall, to fall, to fall, to fall
To fall, to fall, to fall, to fall
To fall, to fall at your feet

There but for the grace of God go I
And when you kiss me, I am happy enough

[HK]

This is how Kestrel feels towards Devlin, when he leaves, and when she's trying to convince Jinny and Sol and Oz that she's okay, and that she can raise the baby on her own.

Dreams Be Dreams

She's just waiting for the summertime
when the weathers fine
She could hitch a ride out of town
And so far away from that
low down
good for nothing
mistake making fool
With excuses like "baby that was a long time ago"
But that's just a euphemism if you want the truth he was out of control
But a short times just a long time then your mind just won't let it go

Well summer came along and it then was gone and so was she
Not from him because he followed her just to let her know
A dreams a dream
And all this livings so much harder than it seems
But girl don't let your dreams be dreams
You know this livings not so hard as it seems
Don't let your dreams dreams
Your dreams your dreams be dreams

[Devlin Tempest]

A song for Devlin.

He says he looks in the mirror
and he can't tell anymore
who he really is and who they believe him to be
and he says he walks a thin line
between what is and what could be
and he's getting closer
to something he can't understand

cause there's a crack in his plastic crown
and his throne of ice is melting
he climbed his ladder
there was nothing there
now it's a long way down

cause on and on and on he goes
dancing on the grave
of what he thought was still alive
and on and on and on he goes
dancing in mansions made of twigs
and castles made of sand

he says his head is filled with
cartoons and fairy tales
and he's trapped inside a dungeon of dolls
with smiles on their faces
he's built a pretty cage
his show's on a beautiful stage
with candy coated prison bars
and chains that look like jewelry

cause there's a crack in his plastic crown
and his throne of ice is melting
he climbed his ladder
there was nothing there
now it's a long way down

cause on and on and on he goes
dancing on the grave
of what he thought was still alive
and on and on and on he goes
dancing in mansions made of twigs
and castles made of sand

cause he lives inside
of fairy tales and castles now
and there's room inside
for false expectations and illusions

there's a crack in his plastic crown
and his throne of ice is melting
he climbed his ladder
there was nothing there
now it's a long way down
it's a long way down

on and on and on he goes
dancing on the grave
of what he thought was still alive
hey on and on and on he goes
dancing in mansions made twigs
and castles made of sand

cause on and on and on he goes
dancing on the grave
of what he thought was still alive
and on and on and on he goes
dancing in mansions made of twigs
and castles made of sand

cause on and on and on he goes
dancing on the grave
(on and on and on he goes) of what he thought was still alive
and on and on and on he goes
dancing in mansions made of twigs
and castles made of sand