D I R T Y [little] F R E A K S

[Frankie Blake]

When I woke up I wasn't fully with it. Jamie looked distraught.
"Calm down" I said, not fully understanding what was wrong. "you were drugged but your fine now and. .. Ah shit, what have you done Frankie."
It finally came back to me. I had slept with her.
"I'm so sorry Jamie, I..." I didn't know what to say...

[Jamie Allen]

I pushed her away from me and got up in one blurry, unbalanced movement. "Where are my clothes?" I demanded, panicking. I groped around for them until my hands closed around my shorts and t-shirt. I pulled it on hurriedly, refusing to look at the naked girl in the bed. How could this have happened? I would have never, never agreed to having sex with someone I didn't know. I would never let that happen. But I had, hadn't I? That was how it had happened.
"You knew I was drugged!" I spun around, accusingly. I was usually very soulful, but right now... How could I be? "You took advantage of me!" My voice broke. "No, don't come near me," I snapped when it seemed like she was about to get up.

[Frankie Blake]

I deserved everything she was saying to me but I wanted her to stop. I obeyed her wishes of not going near.
You've really screwed up this time Franklin Cassandra Blake. You are so stupid.
"Look, Jamie I'm so sorry. You kissed me and I just couldn't resist. I'm a bitch and a whore, I know all that. I just want you to know I truly am sorry."

[Jamie Allen]

"Don't even bother apologising, Frankie," I shook my head, walking to the door. "We both know you did it with a smile on your face and a song in your heart," I swung the door open, staring out into the hallway, squeezing my eyes closed. "Never. Come Near me. Again." I slammed the door closed behind me, no intention of going back.

[Frankie Blake]

"Ah shit." I sighed. "Typical Frankie, you always have to fuck them"
I got up and opened my wardrobe. All that was in it was my supply of drink I had bought earlier that day. There was a six pack of beer, a bottle of vodka and some breezers.
"When in doubt, drink yourself stupid. Cheers Frankie"
I put music blaring in my speakers and went back to drinking my six pack.
About four beers, half a bottle of vodka and a few trips to the bathroom I passed out on my bed.

[Jamie Allen]

*ONE WEEK LATER*

"Alright, you can leave now," Professor McGinely joked as she closed her book and finished the lecture. I gladly packed away my things, brushed my hair behind my ears, and left. As I walked out the door, I walked right into someone, and jumped back in shock and apology. And then I saw who it was. My eyes narrowed to slits; what was she doing here? She was in third year, plus I'd thought she was a Night Student. She had no business in this lecture hall.
"Excuse me," I snapped coldly, brushing briskly past her, not even bothering with my usual peppy 'Hey!' or 'How it going?' I just wanted to get as far away from her as possible.

[Frankie Blake]

What had I expected her to say? Stupid Frankie. I had to build my courage up all week to go and find her. I looked her up through Temperance, gotten her classes. I know that sound a bit stalkerish but I just wanted to apologise.
"Jamie," I started, grabbing her hand. I looked her straight in the eyes. "I'm sorry"
It was the first time in my life I had meant it.

[Jamie Allen]

"Oh, you're sorry, are you?" I raised my eyebrows, trying to wiggle free of her grip on my wrist. "Wow, I didn't know that word was in your vocabulary -- I thought maybe it stretched as far as 'self-serving', 'selfish', 'sex'..." I furiously tried to think of more words beginning with 'S'. "Or how bout, 'Say, let's take advantage of the bumbling drugged girl who isn't coherent enough to stop me!' Isn't that it?" I demanded. Gwah, it just wasn't working! These words coming out of my sunny chirpy voice just didn't seem as hurtful as I wanted them to be!
"Excuse me," I finally managed to pry her fingers from my wrist. "I'm going to the Theta Pi 'Welcome Back' lunch-in." I turned to leave. "And that's not an invitation," I threw back at her as I walked away.

[Frankie Blake]

God I wanted to punch something. Preferably my life. In the face. If it had one. I took a deep breath.
"You know what, fine. I came here to apologise and I did." I said, forcing myself to stay calm. "If you won't accept it, I'm not going to force you to"
I stood there, waiting to see if shed turn back or keep walking.

[Jamie Allen]

I hesitated, biting my lip, but shook off the guilty feeling and kept walking. It wasn't like I was losing a friendship here, I mean, I didn't even know the girl, other than she was a... Well, I didn't like using bad words, so a biscuit. Besides, I was going to be late for that lunch-in, and I still had to go to the shower block to get washed.
College life was interesting. All the girls showered in cubicles next to each other, and although there were curtains, nobody seemed to care about privacy. I chose a cubicle near the end. The hot water was soothing against my skin, I felt myself relaxing as it ran over me. Suddenly, the curtain was violently pulled open. I spun around, the movie 'Psycho' fresh in my mind, only to see a pretty, blond girl staring at me.
"Sorry," She pulled a face, "Didn't know this one was occupoto," She giggled, and I blushed. She looked down. "BTW, waxing isn't just for floors anymore," She laughed at me, and I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around myself hurriedly.

[Frankie Blake]

I watched her walk away from me. Screw her, I tried. After a minute or two of just standing there I decided to take a shower.
The shower block wasn't very busy when I got down there. I got into a shower near the end and pulled the curtain.
"Give it back" An all too familiar voice squealed. It was Jamie of coarse. I thought about ignoring it until she said it again, pleading.
I got out of the shower and pulled a towel around me. There were two girls dangling a necklace I recognised as Jamie's a few cubicles down.
"Give it here" I said to them putting my hand out towards them.
They giggled girlishly. "Who are you?" one of them shrieked.
"Thanks" I grinned, snatching it from her hand.
They threw dirty looks at me, coming towards me. I took one of them by the hair. "leave her alone" I hissed, pulling her hair. I let go when she got the message and the ran off.
"Here" I threw the necklace at Jamie, not even looking at her.

[Jamie Allen]

"Well looky what we have here," Riley, the girl who'd opened the shower curtain on me, grabbed my necklace and pulled it off. I felt my wings start to push out of my back immediately -- the towel pulling back over my body. "This is pretty, where'd you get it?" She asked snidely.
"I-it was my mothers," I pulled the shower curtain closed enough to hide my wings as I felt them sprout from my back.
"And what, you stole it from her deathbed?" Another girl, dark haired, I think her name was Tammy, appeared, wearing just a towel as well.
"That's an awful thing to say!" I exclaimed.
"Does it open?" Riley asked, "Like a locket?"
"No, wait no don't do that!" I protested, as she tried to pry it open. She was going to break it! "Please, just... Give it back!" I squealed as they started throwing it to one another. "I said give it back!" I felt my hair go a deeper shade of red.
"Give it here," I heard her familiar, vulgar voice. Great, now Frankie was going to join them.
"Who are you?" Tammy demanded.
Frankie snatched it from Tammy's hand, "Thanks," She gave a short smile, "Leave her alone." Tammy ran off after Frankie's assault on her long dark hair. "Here," Frankie threw the necklace to me. I tried to catch it one handed, as my other was holding up the shower curtain. The necklace slipped through my fingers and Riley grabbed it again, before running off with it, leaving Frankie and me there alone.
I pulled the shower curtain over fully. "Sugar," I gasped. What was I going to do now? I'd have to hide behind this shower curtain until it was dark. But shower time ended in five minutes. What would happen when someone came checking stalls and saw me. "Y-you can't see me right now," I started to hyperventilate as I panicked. My wings started to shudder, making a nerve-rackingly loud flapping sound. I tried to breathe slowly.

[Frankie Blake]

I thought about helping her because she sounded pretty desperate. The necklace obviously meant a lot to her. But why did I care? She didn't give a shit about me.
"Don't worry, I've already seen you naked, remember" I shrugged. Not that I was going to go look at her anyway. "Laters" I shrugged, walking away.

[Frankie Blake]

I thought about helping her because she sounded pretty desperate. The necklace obviously meant a lot to her. But why did I care? She didn't give a shit about me.
"Don't worry, I've already seen you naked, remember" I shrugged. Not that I was going to go look at her anyway. "Laters" I shrugged, walking away.

[Jamie Allen]

I bit my lip as I listened to her leaving. I couldn't. I just couldn't! Why was I even considering this?! But if I didn't, someone else would find me. "Frankie wait!" I called suddenly, hoping I wasn't too late. I peeked a tiny bit from behind the curtain to see her having almost left. I'd just about called her back. I swallowed hard. This wasn't easy for me. In what was could this possibly be easy for me?? I breathed out slowly, not letting her see much of my porcelain, glassy skin.
"I need your help," I sobbed, waiting for her to come closer.
"Alright, showers are closing in five minutes," A senior called into us, "So get out!" She disappeared around the corner, and I looked desperately to Frankie.
"You have to help me," I trembled with panic and terror.